Thriving or Surviving Right Now?

And my God will meet all your needs
according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:19 (NIV)

There’s only about ¼ of this yearlong deployment left!  Woot Woot!

As I look back I’m reminded and thankful for God’s faithfulness along the way, particularly during those days when surviving was all I could muster, and thriving seemed impossible.  Thus far, I feel the “surviving” days have been few and far between, and for that I’m eternally grateful.  But I’ll be honest; those “surviving” days have been ROUGH…with a capital R, highlighted and bolded!  And not all those rough days were handled with the measure of dignity and grace I desired to demonstrate.  Navigating the potholes brought out my selfishness, pride, lack of self-control…you know…all the ugliness just beneath the surface just waiting for the right opportunity to pop its ugly head out. 

However, in God’s economy nothing is wasted, not even the “just surviving” days.  Those days brought me closer to my Creator.  When I ached with loneliness for the man I loved, it was Jesus’ blanket of love, comfort, peace and grace that warmed me.

When this deployment began, I had some inkling of what I might need to make it through, but God knew better and gave so much more.   He always does, doesn’t he?  But I quickly I can forget this promise…

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,

Ephesians 3:20 (NIV)

Even though I live in Germany, away from so many family and friends, I’m blessed to have friends and family living within driving distance.  I’ve made new friends that have graced my life in unforgettable ways over these long months.  He’s given my passions and gifts places to dwell and grow through volunteering in the community.  And prior to this deployment He knew I’d need a companion, and He brought Oliver into our lives last Thanksgiving.  Who knew this tiny kitty, which sought us out while visiting friends at a chateau in Switzerland, would end up being so important to me thriving, not just surviving?  Oh, that would be God; I really wanted a dog.  ;)

Happy 1^st Birthday, Oliver
(our crazy loving  part Norwegian Forest cat that thinks he’s a dog)!

Oliver at about 6 weeks @ 1.5 lbs.

Oliver is 1 & 10 lbs!

 What’s been essential to you thriving through difficult challenges?

Blessings

Sarah